i've been so bad at posting, havent i? sorry.. bad laine!! well, update is that we are not inseminating this month eitherl. dave wont be back until the beginning of november and i should be ovulating this week. maybe it will do my body good with these two months off. hopefully we can get back to it next month with a bfp! (i hope) not much else has been going on really. quite boring actually.. lol.. but i guess that is a good thing! :)

she'll be comin round the corner when she commmeeesss...

omg! this is how my day is going! just posted a HUGE blog and my hand hit some button on my keyboard and it is GONE.. all of it! GONE.. i'll try to remember what i said. .. af is on her way i can tell because i have been crabby alllll day. i feel like crying for no reason.you know, a big huge good cry! and of all days there were not sappy crying movies on lifetime. at least i'm at work today and tami doesnt have to deal with my crabbiness. i have told her when i get home i wont talk much and then go to bed so i dont get cranky with her for no reason.. lol
also, i must vent about my day at work. now, i know most people dont carry cash, i use my atm card for almost everything. but i do have a bit of change laying here and there in my car. So, today i had a sale, someone bought one thing and their total was under a dollar. they put it on their credit card. grrrr... i mean, if i buy something for under a dollar i either dig out change for it or i buy more stuff so i dont have to put something so little on a credit card. after the credit card fee's we get nothing pretty much. think we will make a policy that if something is under 3 dollars they will be charged 25cents. that way we wont have to be losing money on credit card fee's. i guess it will be ok, most places have policies regarding that anyway. oh, also i had someone exchange a bracelet for another one. said they just didnt wear it and wanted different one. so i said ok, the bracelet looked fine enough. then tami told me later she knows that the bracelet was worn. for crying out loud. why would you buy and wear a bracelet for two months and then exchange it for another one?! so, THEN after i posted that huge blog i lost it and had to type it all over again.. lol.. now do you see how my day is going?! lol.. pms pms, i hate pms. nasty grumpy monster that pms. wreaks havoc on our minds and hormones. on a happy note, tammy is going to have a beta done friday and i'm so hoping she is going to get that bfp!!!! and i am sending amy and sharon lots of prayers so that they are the ones to adopt the baby :) they so deserve it !!!!

hopefully tomorrow i'll post and not be so crabby.. lol.. thanks for reading though :D

happy tuesday

happy tuesday to everyone! today is 8dpo for me, so soon af will come and then we can start a new cycle ttc.. yay. its weird, my temps this month are same as normal, remember last month they were way different? i really think it worked last month but just didnt stick. so, i guess i know my eggs are able to be fertilized. now, to get the little bean to stick! sorry i havent been writing much, i have been trying to stay off of the obsessions on computer for a bit because i know as soon as this new cycle starts i'll be on the computer 24/7 obsessing again.. lol..

ok girls, where are all the bfp's for this month???!!!!!!!! tammy.. how do you feel? your temps are beautiful!