a new journey

well, we are taking this month off. we have asked a good friend of ours to help us have a baby and he agreed :) i feel good about the decision! so, maybe the past 11 months of bfn's was just God's way of saying that it wasnt meant to be that way. i am hoping this is what is meant to be now. so, i have a happy sense of relief and a good feeling about this. we will resume next month :)