a new journey

well, we are taking this month off. we have asked a good friend of ours to help us have a baby and he agreed :) i feel good about the decision! so, maybe the past 11 months of bfn's was just God's way of saying that it wasnt meant to be that way. i am hoping this is what is meant to be now. so, i have a happy sense of relief and a good feeling about this. we will resume next month :)

bad news

well, af showed yesterday :( onto cycle 12 i guess.. but on a good note my best friend from high school is here on vacation until tuesday so we have been catching up and having a great time.. tomorrow we are going to seaworld. :)

13dpo

well, i'm still triphasic. no symtoms at all though. had af cramps saturday sunday and some yesterday, none today.. who knows what is goign on my my body.. i really hope this is it!!

triphasic

ff gave me triphasic today, though it gave me triphasic in december too. i dont have any symptoms or anything, but there is hope. pray with me!! :)

CRUIIISSSINNNN!!

yay, we are booked for a 3 day cruise for this coming january to the bahamas! i am so completely excited. yipppeeeeeeee! now, we will probably get pregnant and be 8 months pregnant on the trip, but i dont care! that would just be icing on the cake. on that note, today is 9dpo and nothing, nada. my temps are normal post 0. had achy cramps today like af is coming, so we shall see. but i'm happy cause we are going crusin! yay..

8dpo

well, today is 8dpo, not much to report :(

on a side note, tami and i went to orlando gay days at disney last week. we had a wonderful time!! :)

Sorry i have been bad at keeping up to date, bad laine, bad!! i will try to be better about it.