finally

well, today is cd 17, finally had a surge yesterday morning. did first ici last night and second one tonight. so approximately 13 and 37 hours past positive opk. since i got the surge first thing yesterday morning i may have surged sometime between the night before and the morning. hoping hat i ovulate tonight or tomorrow morning so there should be swimmers waiting for the eggie :)

12 dpo

sorry i haven't written much in the past week. been kind of busy. we had two events this past weekend. Both were until about 2am. we were so tired by sunday!! I think i'm recovered now, lol. on the ttc front, today is cd 12. no surge yet, swimmers arrived yesterday. :) I should be getting my surge anytime between tomorrow and sunday. lets hope this is the month!

took two of my furbabies the the spa yesterday to get baths and haircuts, they are beautiful. and my handsome little man furbaby went to the doggy spa last week and is so handsome! :D

more later.

cd 4

swimmers are ordered! :D not much else going on today, just wanted to say my little baby swimmers are ordered.. yay.

grrrr. stupid AF anyway!!

well, today is cd 2 for me now. booooo.. i can't belive we are moving onto cycle #10. i know that God has a plan and the baby will come when it is supposed to, that is what we keep telling ourselves but it is so hard when i see young (i mean like 16 yr old) mothers at the store and i think, why??!! why not me??!!! oh well, ok pity party is over, i promise :)

tolerance part two

i almost forgot.. if you want to read about ryan keith skipper, there is a beautiful myspace page dedicated to him, if you visit make sure you have your volume on and a box of tissues!

http://www.myspace.com/inmemoryofryan07

tolerance

tonight we went to a candle light vigil in daytona for ryan keith skipper. He was viciously murdered for being gay last month in polk county florida. he was 25 years old, a college student, a wonderful person who loved to have fun and smile and laugh. My heart aches for his family and friends. We (tami and i) made a guest book for everyone at the vigil to sign and it will be given to his parents. I can only hope that his untimely death can heal in his family's hearts and maybe something good can come out of this one day. So, at the vigil there were 25 heart shaped balloons, and i was doing ok until at the end we all let the balloons go. it is just so sad. Everyone in the world has differences. and we dont have to like those differences but i think it is our place in the world to respect those differences. I think our biggest test of being on this earth is tolerance. we are all supposed to respect and tolerate the differences this world is made of.

on the ttc front, today is 12 dpo and my temp has been dropping the past two days and today i have been very cranky (sorry tam, i love ya) and weepy. so, i guess we go onto cycle 10.

10dpo

well, today is 10 dpo and i have no symptoms. nothing, nada, zilch! the sore nippies have gone away, yesterday i felt dizzy but that is gone too. my temps are not overly high, just normal post ovulation. starting to lose hope on this month. :( boo! i guess there is always hope until the witch shows.