12 dpo

sorry i haven't written much in the past week. been kind of busy. we had two events this past weekend. Both were until about 2am. we were so tired by sunday!! I think i'm recovered now, lol. on the ttc front, today is cd 12. no surge yet, swimmers arrived yesterday. :) I should be getting my surge anytime between tomorrow and sunday. lets hope this is the month!

took two of my furbabies the the spa yesterday to get baths and haircuts, they are beautiful. and my handsome little man furbaby went to the doggy spa last week and is so handsome! :D

more later.

cd 4

swimmers are ordered! :D not much else going on today, just wanted to say my little baby swimmers are ordered.. yay.

grrrr. stupid AF anyway!!

well, today is cd 2 for me now. booooo.. i can't belive we are moving onto cycle #10. i know that God has a plan and the baby will come when it is supposed to, that is what we keep telling ourselves but it is so hard when i see young (i mean like 16 yr old) mothers at the store and i think, why??!! why not me??!!! oh well, ok pity party is over, i promise :)

tolerance part two

i almost forgot.. if you want to read about ryan keith skipper, there is a beautiful myspace page dedicated to him, if you visit make sure you have your volume on and a box of tissues!

http://www.myspace.com/inmemoryofryan07

tolerance

tonight we went to a candle light vigil in daytona for ryan keith skipper. He was viciously murdered for being gay last month in polk county florida. he was 25 years old, a college student, a wonderful person who loved to have fun and smile and laugh. My heart aches for his family and friends. We (tami and i) made a guest book for everyone at the vigil to sign and it will be given to his parents. I can only hope that his untimely death can heal in his family's hearts and maybe something good can come out of this one day. So, at the vigil there were 25 heart shaped balloons, and i was doing ok until at the end we all let the balloons go. it is just so sad. Everyone in the world has differences. and we dont have to like those differences but i think it is our place in the world to respect those differences. I think our biggest test of being on this earth is tolerance. we are all supposed to respect and tolerate the differences this world is made of.

on the ttc front, today is 12 dpo and my temp has been dropping the past two days and today i have been very cranky (sorry tam, i love ya) and weepy. so, i guess we go onto cycle 10.

10dpo

well, today is 10 dpo and i have no symptoms. nothing, nada, zilch! the sore nippies have gone away, yesterday i felt dizzy but that is gone too. my temps are not overly high, just normal post ovulation. starting to lose hope on this month. :( boo! i guess there is always hope until the witch shows.

8dpo

well, today is 8dpo. not much to report really. temp still above coverline. dont feel good today, think i'm catching a cold. throat hurts and i have been caughing and i feel rundown. Have had sore nipples for a few days, but dont know if i can count that as a sign or not as i know my body likes to play tricks on me during the tww. also my pee has been really smelly. dont know if i have a uti or not.. oh well.. off i go. more tomorrow.

7 dpo

well, today is 7 dpo. temp is up high today, but i dont really have any symptoms.

yesterday i drove home, 13 hours driving. i was so tired when i got home i went to sleep and i slept for 13 hours!! i guess i was really tired.. lol. i had a good visit at my parents house! :) but, i am glad to be home, i missed everyone here.

snow!!!

oh my gosh! so, as i said yesterday i'm in VA this weekend at my parents. woke up this morning and it is snowing like crazy.. i haven't seen snow in like 3 years.. wow.. its freeeezing but the snow is pretty. :D

on the ttc homefront, i started getting cramps low down last night, same spot i get af cramps. today i am still getting them a little bit. we'll see, hopefully iti s a good sign. today is 5 dpo.

4dpo

i'm at my moms in Virginia. my brother and his girlfriend came up for a few days from california, so i decided to come visit. drove here yesterday, 13 hours, i am TIRED still! i will be coming back home on sunday. today is 4dpo, my temp has been the same for three days, strange! dont feel anything as far as symptoms go, but then again i have been so busy the past two days so my mind hasn't had the time to over analyze anything which i sa good thing. i'll update tomorrow :)

2dpo

well, 2dpo today, not much to report. temp is 98.02 today. my coverline is 97.7. so, lets hope it stays above for 9 months

1-dpo

yay, my temp went up today which means i more than likely ovulated yesterday. we did first vial in the afternoon and another vial last night before bed. here's hoping the eggie and the spermie met :D now we wait!

happy monday

well, yesterday was a stress and a half! we are on the pride committee for this year's pride fest in daytona. to keep it short there was a button pusher that showed up to yesterday's meeting. pushed all of our buttons and caused us all to lose our temper.. grrrr.

on a happy note, today my temp is way down which means today is the day of ovulation and the swimmers are arriving today. yay. so, when they come we will do the first vial and then tonight do the second vial. then starts the dreaded tww. yikes! let this be the one!